I want to thank everyone who has supported me through this very long 8 months! I can't imagine how I could have made it without everyone's help. My kids were amazing. My husband has been amazing. What happens to people that are alone when they have to go through something like this? I am so blessed and happy to have my beautiful family and all of my friends. I know I have said it before but it really was the hardest thing I have ever done. I know that I still have a long road ahead of me but knowing that I have finished my chemo treatments just lifts a million tons off my shoulders. What a nice surprise to find out that I get to finish early and skip the last round. My hair has already started to come back. Everyday I feel a little stronger. Knowing that I don't have to go back in the hospital and I will just continue to feel better instead of getting weak again is just an awesome feeling! It has been 5 weeks today since I started my last treatment. I am definitely tired but I can tell that I feel stronger already. The doctor tells me it can be a year before I actually stop feeling all the effects of the chemo but that's okay. I know I am better and I can start being a wife, a mom and a nana again! There are so many things I want to do that I used to dread...like working in the yard and going to the grocery and EXERCISING!!!! I can't help but wonder if my attitude has completely changed or I have just missed it and will eventually dread all those things again. :) But I just look at everything so differentely now. I'm just so happy to be here, how can I ever dread anything again?
So THANKS to everyone for helping me get here. I probably won't be updating this much unless I have some major news but this blog has really helped me. It has given me a way to share my feelings.
Love & Prayers to all that have followed me through this journey.
Lundy