Your friendship is special


Like the flowers that bloom,

Or when a butterfly emerges

From within its cocoon...



You remind me of that butterfly,

Loving and free,

Bright and colorful,

For the world to see...



We will share sunshine and rainbows;

Sometimes, the rain and the snow;

We'll stand together through it,

While the cold winds blow...



When the time is right,

We won't stop to ask "Why?"

Our friendship will take flight

On the wings of a butterfly ...

August 31,2010

Well, it's official! I have Chronic myeloid leukemia (CML) , which I understand is a small blessing. This didn't happen for any reason except it's in God's plan for me. I did everything right. I took care of myself. It's just one of those things that happens. I was supposed to start my chemmo today but I believe they are waiting until Wednesday morning. Gives me a few more hours to get used to the idea. I'm waiting on Laney to give an explanation of my treatment and the more detailed parts of this. She has researched her little booty off learning about this stuff. Lacey is on her way to the hospital to spend a few days with me now. She is going to get rid of some of this hair for me to make my days easier with showers and such. I understand I only have about 3 weeks after the treatment starts that it's starts to come out. I'm not going to think about that....just going to think about what it will be like when it comes back in. I just want it long enough for Marti Sue's little hands to grab. :)    please send me messages!!!